Commitment in Marriage

All I wanted was commitment in marriage
Instead I got something else
But he saved my life
I was ready for less violation of my
Private parts
They weren’t for sale to any other boy
So I wanted that in return
Nothing easy
Or false about it
Real marriage
Commitment kind of none adulterous
Under4 God or Something Greater
Love for love for 
Each other
Nothing crazy as hell
Behind the scenes
Or in front of me on display
A true bond
Something easier
For them both
Something for him too
A woman crazy about this
With no fear
Or anxiety
About other women
A reason to live
And be loved
And tag each other in bed
For fun’s sake
For romance
And to chill together without
Ribbons or blood
Spilling all over their chest
For real sex and love making
To pursue each other in romance
To be his wife
To be his woman
For him to be her man untaken.