Commando & Amazing

​Emotionally I need to tie myself
To my body
To love you properly in bed
I want you, I like it - 
Today
I wrap the package
With soft kisses
For your wet tongue.

Secretly I miss 
The single commitment
To one another
Christian love
But then…
I love my life with you now
And I love my prospects
You’re here for it - 
My husband.

Scars run deep
On both of us
Buoyancy saves
It’s intimate
It’s hope
It’s newfound freedom
Catch me in 10 years
Dig into me now
Who are you?
Who am I?
Where did your fun-loving 
Tough guy voice go?
Speak up, flirt -
Commando.

Who’s content with love
And romance?
Who wants to be held down
And made love to?
Who wants the pain 
To go away
With more pain?
Who is there left 
In my life?
What do you say to all these questions?

Your broad shoulders
Speak confidence
Make you look tall
As the blue lake is deep
Do something amazing
You’re amazing
Do something confident, no nonsense, broad
And carry me along
To do the same
Rouse.