A Letter From Today
[dedicated to my original friends and family]
I’m alive and life is making sense
For the first time in forever
Wind caught up in a sail
Portals everywhere but your way
Interesting and love and accomplishment
And angst.
Terror has disappeared from my life
And you look on
Forward
And I hope you're singing
Even though scars are spreading everywhere on my body
Like a spiderweb.
Clothing torn from my body
Blood smeared on my shoulders
Hard dick in my vagina
Wanting it
Crusted tears that never come
Standstill.
I’m learning to love my new life.
I’m alive and life is making sense
For the first time in forever
Wind caught up in a sail
Portals everywhere but your way
Interesting and love and accomplishment
And angst.
Terror has disappeared from my life
And you look on
Forward
And I hope you're singing
Even though scars are spreading everywhere on my body
Like a spiderweb.
Clothing torn from my body
Blood smeared on my shoulders
Hard dick in my vagina
Wanting it
Crusted tears that never come
Standstill.
I’m learning to love my new life.